Identity Crisis

written
Saturday, April 19, 2008 at 2:55am

*sigh*




i simply wish to be
more like me
and less like you


not as eager to consume your food
not too sure about what it has gone through


but I just wish to be
more like me
and less like you


pristine, squeaky clean
shinning with innocence.

but with a look at you
and a stare for me...
tell me,
what is the difference?


too much of a resemblance,
I have become what I once feared.


and all I can do is drop my head
in defeat and sigh in disappointment as you have
accomplished your goal...

to contaminate me and share your disease
that I have knowingly spread to those I
said I cared about.


damn, I wish to be
more like me
and less like you

more like the me
that I use to be...



am I you?



imprisoned in my own mind
yes, a prisoner in my own body
with emotions that are just as contained
and limited to those of
the illogical sense...


are you yet free?
because me...
I--I plummet with each time that I try..
try to reach my peak

but I fight the pain
grit my teeth
stifle my cries
and look ahead.



bleak, it appears to be.


I don't think I am
who I seem to be.



I just want to be
more like me
and less like you


more like the me
that I use to be.
for I have become you.