Rotten Seeds - Dysphoria

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6EqDkk7X0Q

this skin makes me crawl

it makes me ache.

and I sink when I think of

what happened on the 8th

month of the year

6th day of the month

in 89 at 10:11 am.

or was it at conception?

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can greatness be achieved by a mind that never sleeps, a heart that regularly weeps with eyes that often seep? On nights he rests, he wakes beneath cold pillows and to soft shoulders that have the tendency to turn. Into weathered hands paired with rough voices but blind eyes that have long lost their ability to find solid ground where light is scarce, he seeks comfort but only finds emptiness and uncertainty. & on an unsteady path least traveled.. despair is inevitable. Faith has been abandoned and all hope has been placed into his intuition to lead him in right direction.

What ever is the right direction?

The Fights

I sleep amid the grounds that were once the battle zone
--How can I not remember?
I hear the cries echo off the walls,
see the tears that stained these sheets..
--How could I forget?
My thoughts remain stained with her blood.
My heart beats to the rhythm of her heaving.

--How could I?--